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Blood Kin Chapter 2 part 1

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Breaking




     So I'll just let you use your imagination for what happened… Anyways. I slept for the rest of the day, and night. I had the same nightmare as every night, and woke up in the same cold sweat. Tommy was holding me close, and I could feel his washboard stomach flexing against my back while he slept. I tried breathing calmly, thinking happy thoughts, but my mind just kept going back to the terror.
    I began shaking, and panting. I didn't want it to happen. Not after such a perfect day, but I had no control. To make matters worse, I didn't exactly have time to take my meds like I should've twice the day before.
     It was only a matter of minutes before I was jerking violently. Tommy stirred, then woke up, "Ryan its ok… Shh babe…" My mind was blurry, all I could think about was the fear. He held me close to him, and held my arms down. He knew if he let me go I would've ripped my arms to pieces.
     For about a month after my first attack, Tommy insisted I cut my nails. He hated seeing me cut my arms up like that with my own nails. So I did. I hated it. They were nasty looking, and so short it was almost painful. I actually pleaded to Tommy to let me grow them out, so now the plan was if I was to have an attack, he would hold me in a way that I couldn't move my arms.
     I shivered, rocked, and cried for about six minutes, then started calming down. I had jacked up hiccups, where your lungs kind of spasmodically suck air into your lungs, making you sound like you're choking almost. "I-I-I'm ok now…" He rubbed my back tenderly, and nodded. I looked into his eyes, they were hazy, filled with tears. "I'm ok…" He nodded again, then started bawling like a little kid, "No you aren't…" I shook my head, this had to be the hundredth time we went through this.
    "Tommy, this will pass, but for now we just gotta cope." he sighed and agreed with a nod. I closed my eyes. I was already tired from the day before, and that totally wiped me out. I sighed, and snuggled as close to him as I could. I scooted down so I could hear his heart beat, and feel his breath. He breathed deeply for me, knowing that I loved the sound. It helped me sleep. Once it even kept the nightmares away. That was a wonderful night for me. I slept peacefully, close to my Tommy, and woke up, calm, and serene.
    I was hoping it would happen again, that I could sleep peacefully with the sound of his heart and lungs. I slowly started to drift into sleep, and for once, in a long time, I didn't dream at all.
Part 1 of Chapter 2! Woop! Glad i got this done now! :XD:
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