Nights Are Getting Colder "No honey. It's fine. It wasn't you. And if you did hurt me, I wouldn't be scared of you, because I knew it wouldn't be you. It would be you're other side. I understand." His voice seemed muffle and distant as he wiped the tears away, then hugged me gently. He then pulled away, and smiled, "I still love you. Nothing could change that." It was hard to understand him with the blood rushing in my ears, what was happening?! He kissed my cheek, then hugged me a little tighter. I pushed him away and growled. I was rough, and harsh. No. It wasn't me. It was the other side. I didn't have any control of my body. I could feel it moving, but I didn't have control of what it was doing, I felt my hand raise, NOO! NO NO NO! and then it happened. It went down quickly, and struck Landon's cheek. It made a loud, echoing smacking noise. I shivered, and everything started to look normal again. I sat
Cold As Ice The limo smelled like a new car, something I really didn't care for so much. There was a mini fridge filled with some small snacks, and water and soda. I liked the seats, they were really soft, and comfortable, but I honestly couldn't get over the smell. "No that's ok. I found out when I was
Ten. I had no attraction to girls. I didn't want to be with guys though. I was raised to not be this way, but as you can tell it didn't work. I finally decided to give one guy a chance. It felt right to be with a guy, but not perfect. This feels perfect
" I smiled and ran my fingers through his hair. It did feel perfect being with him, "I feel the same way with you. It just feels perfect." I kissed him gently, and cupped my hand on his soft cheek. That warm feeling flooded through me, and I let out a small sigh of happiness. He really did make me feel serene before the show. I usually got wired, and
Glamorize "Of course! I'd love if you did my makeup!" I smiled wide as he sat down on the toilet. yay. I picked out some dark eye shadows, black eye liner, and of course some mascara. I told him to close his eyes, and of course he complied, then I got to work. I started with the eye shadow. He was going to have a coffee hued smokey eye. Coffee hues make blue eyes stand out, especially his gorgeous royal blue eyes. He fidgeted a little and I giggled, "Howd stiww!" I hoped he didn't mind baby talk. I did it occassionally just to be cute, usually just when I was just jokin around, or saying something that I definitely didn't want to be taken too seriously. "You're gonna look really good. Well. You already look good. But now you're gonna be all colorful!" He smiled, I loved to make him smile. I leaned in closer, I put as much detail into it as I could. I definitely didn't want him to look like a raccoon. "Alright. Open your eyes." He
No Trespassing, PleaseI watched him get up, wincing as he did. I felt bad that he was sore, but he had seemed to enjoy himself last night. So I guess it was worth it. He walked into the kitchen, and opened one of the white cupboards, making it creek a little, "Adam do you have any peanut butter? It had protein in it right? I love it on pancakes." "Yea! It has protein in it, and yea. Its on the bottom shelf. I've barely eaten any of it so there should be plenty. I might have to try that." I smiled at him. I wished Tommy would leave so I could just be with him, but it seemed like he was quite comfortable where he was. Tommy seemed to make Landon edgy, and irritated. I didn't like that. Which gave me more reason to want him to leave. Maybe when we were alone I'd ask him why he bothered him so much. Of course he did come in screaming at him. That'd make me irritated at someone fast. He looked at Landon, and I saw an evil look in his eye. He had a plan.
Oh You Make Me Wanna Listen To Music Again I awoke to feel him bandaging my arms, the rough fabric making my arms burn a little. What a sweetie. I fought a smile. as he turned me onto my side gently, and lifted me up to get me off my arm. I would've helped, but I had a feeling he'd feel bad for waking me, so I kept myself limp for him. He finished bandaging me up, and I heard fabric rustling, so I assumed he was getting dressed. I lay there for a few minutes, trying to go back to sleep. Then I heard somebody talking. It wasn't Landon. I put on a pair of pants as fast as I could, sending pain shooting up and down my arms, and walked out, quietly and slowly. The wood floor was very cold on my feet, making me shiver a little. If I wasn't panicking I probably would have enjoyed the feeling. I loved cold wood floors in the morning, but now it just made me feel even more nervous. I hid behind the corner of the tan wall, watching from a distance. Tommy stood in front of
I'll Be The Hottest Threads You'll Wear Tonight He kissed me with more passion, and I got a little dizzy. I ran my fingers through his hair, and kissed him passionately, exploring his mouth with my tongue. I held him close to me, I needed more from him. I really hoped he wanted what I wanted because if he didn't it was about to get really awkward. I ran my hands up and down his sides, still kissing him. How am I gonna get the bandages off? That'd make it even more awkward. Unless of course he had some weird bandage fetish. I giggled a little, "what?" I smiled, "Awkward thought. Sorry." Nice one Adam. I pushed that thought away, and worked my hands down, tugging at the bottom of his shirt. Then I tugged on his belt loop, smiling. I had to remind myself that psychology he was a virgin. Meaning he wasn't expirienced. I prepared myself for questions, or having to explain things I was doing. &