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Recording 0.03 part 4 We walked and talked for a while. He tried hard to convince me that this was wrong and I had to stop, but the more he pushed, the more I pushed. He sighed and shook his head, "I won't be able to change your mind will I?" I shook my head, "I know this is wrong, but I love Tommy. More than anything Even the pack." I knew those words hurt him deeply, his whole expression, and even body dropped, "Alright I'll do my best to find a loop hole, but if I can't You know the consequences." Tears stung my eyes, but I held them back, "I understand."
I didn't want the pack to scatter and die, but I couldn't live without Tommy either. *subject pauses* I understand how selfish that is. Trust me. I didn't have a clear conscience about it, but something inside me wouldn't let me do what was right. I was too attached to Tommy.
We walked back to the house, talking about random things, it was wonderfu
Recording 0.03 part 3 I didn't wake up for another two days. I woke up to Jewel watching me, his dark eyes squinted in a glare. Not something I enjoy waking up to. I simply sat up, pretending I didn't see him, and rubbed my eyes.
"Don't think I don't know what you're doing. Because I do. So watch it. He's my blood brother. I have the scars to prove it." I restrained myself from rolling my eyes, and instead nodded, "I understand. I'm not trying to do anything. Its just I have no where else to live and Tommy is my best friend." He simply grunted, got up, and left the room. Huffy huffy.
I wondered sleepily to the bathroom to take a hot shower. It felt soooo good. I hadn't cleaned myself in a while, and it felt good to be clean again.
Afterwards I went back to the living room, sat down, and turned on the TV. Every time I saw Jewel he glared at me. He already knew something was up 'crap ' I thou
Recording 0.03 Part 2I woke up the next morning, and turned over. Tommy was watching me, but from a distance. As soon as I made eye contact with him he turned around and started pretending to be busy. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know what to do. There was nothing I could do I decided the solution was to go back to my room and crawl under the bed. I started crying, and crying, and crying. I could barely breathe. I pulled my hair, and dug at my skin with my nails. I bit into my arm. There was so much inside me. So much pain and anger, so much hate, confusion, and sadness.
Tommy found me in this state about an hour later. He tipped the bed onto its side then picked me up and held me. "Ryan please I'm sorry I'm sorry " I went limp as soon as his hands touched me. I didn't know if I should fight or just let it happen. There was so much going on inside my mind.
"Calm down Please calm down " I slowed my breathing, then
Blood Brothers Recording 0.02 Part 2 After that I went to the archives, which were in the middle of our apartment buildings. I rummaged for a long time, looking for our book of laws and rules and crap. It took me about an hour to find it, and then when I did it wasn't made very organized, so it was nearly impossible to find anything I wanted. After about four hours of reading and irritation, I found all the laws on blood sharing scattered through the book. It was just as I thought. It was either just obey the laws and deal with it. Or run.
"Then we'll run." I shook my head, I wanted to so badly, but I knew that it was irrational, and it would destroy the pack, "Tommy there has to be another way I'm the only ere to be alpha. I can't let this pack die."
Since I'm kind of on the subject. We have a sister pack that produces our children for us. If a couple wants a pup, then they have to tell our leader, who will contact that p
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