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Blood Kin Chapter 2 part 1Breaking
So I'll just let you use your imagination for what happened Anyways. I slept for the rest of the day, and night. I had the same nightmare as every night, and woke up in the same cold sweat. Tommy was holding me close, and I could feel his washboard stomach flexing against my back while he slept. I tried breathing calmly, thinking happy thoughts, but my mind just kept going back to the terror.
I began shaking, and panting. I didn't want it to happen. Not after such a perfect day, but I had no control. To make matters worse, I didn't exactly have time to take my meds like I should've twice the day before.
It was only a matter of minutes before I was jerking violently. Tommy stirred, then woke up, "Ryan its ok Shh babe " My mind was blurry, all I could think about was the fear. He held me close to him, and held my arms down. He knew if he let me go I would'
Blood Kin Part 2 I ate the unnecessarily huge meal Tommy made for me, then got ready for the rest of the day. Nothing eventful had happened since we escaped, besides the fact I had to take 8 pills a day. One for anxiety, one for depression, and one for a trembling thing I have in my muscles from the gasses.
Tommy wasn't effected near as much. He was paranoid a lot, and didn't let me go anywhere on my own. But besides that he was fine. It worried me It seemed like he was fine on the outside, but on the inside he had to have been hurting. He killed Zach, and had the same traumatic experience in the gas chamber. Maybe it was just his personality. He was always a lot stronger than I was. Physically and mentally.
I had the day off from some normal duty's I usually had, so Tommy and I just cuddled and watched movies.
There I was. Just mindin my own business. When I got pelted with some extr
Blood Kin Part 1
"DON'T LOOK BACK JUST KEEP GOING!" My voice was hoarse from a mixture of toxic fumes and screaming. I could barely keep up with him. It was hall way after hall way. Turn after turn. I couldn't see very well from the fumes that had practically burned my eyes out. All I could do was keep running, and hope that my Tommy was right behind me.
I could here voices yelling, and foot steps, but they were far behind us. For now. Tommy grabbed my hand, trying to keep up, and squeezed it. I could see a light far in the distance. Then my Tommy was wrenched from my hands. I stopped and turned around to see what had happened.
PerfectWhy can't I be as perfect as everybody wants?
Whats wrong with me?
Why can't I be the perfect one.
If I could I would. I would be as perfect as you want me to be.
Oh God I'd give anything to be as perfect as you need me to be.
Tell me what it takes and I'll do it.
I can't handle the failure that I am anymore.
I'm burning on the inside.
Wanting to bleed on the outside.
What do you need from me?
Just tell me and I'll do it.
I can't lose another one.
I can't lose a special one.
One is too many times.
Two is past my limit.
The edge is close, please don't push me that far.
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